Otto Warmbier

Otto Wambier

Originally, I made a post about a boy named Otto. I was extremely emotional at the time when doing so. Now that I've cleared my head, I think I can say this more clearly. I heard about the boy from a girl on Youtube. It's actually a better source of information than say Fox or other news channels. This is my opinion anyways.

I can't stress this enough... Watching that video-- it truthfully is unsettling. Anyone would feel sick after watching the clips taken from reality of the situation. However, I don't have much proof for my claims I ask that you take a second look at the story and the key details. I noticed after my reading and even before that key things stuck out. You'll see what I'm saying if you watch the video. I won't point it out, I want you the consumer to see what I'm saying if you see at all.

Here is my original post.

"Oh god. I'm going to be sick. I felt so upset about this I had to pull out my cards. I asked "What happened to Otto?" as I tried to establish a connection from the old energy. Then I asked "Was the coma on purpose?" I flipped them over the first card is The Lovers. The second is Two of Wands. (Even numbers are yes; Majors as well; whereas odd and minor no numbers is no) I was confused about the Lovers card considering it doesn't match up with the story. 

But then I remembered as soon as I saw the video of 'him' taking posters I thought no that isn't almost immediately. I asked "Oh god, did he meet a korean woman?" I drew the Two of Wands. You don't have to believe me, and you don't have to believe in my cards. However this n e e d s to be said. I repeat. This needs the attention. Please like this and keep it up-voted for anyone who is curious."

This being made after I ignored myself, my very first post, actually was just about how the emotions made me feel. And how I thought he was framed. Since when I saw 'him' I immediately went and looked at the way he was moving. Build. And emotions.

"He was framed, and the confession broke my heart. His freak out in emotions really really made me upset. I bet they were told not to let him go."

I have photos of me making the post, though I think are buried now. You'd have to search. I genuinely hope the truth is put out, I don't think the story we were given is true. The coma thing was certainly purposeful. 

I believe my cards 100%, as they're almost never and I mean this, rarely are they wrong. My intuition is built up enough to point this out. Other empaths, if you're reading this.. Please check my claims with your own senses. Or even non-empaths. You are the judge. Follow your instincts.

I would love to find more solid proof to my claims. I don't know anything about hacking, otherwise I'd break laws in a heart beat to find what I need to know. I'd never ask someone to break the laws in place for my claims, so all I have is my cards. It's most likely wishful thinking to want the proof in the pudding... Never the less, I wish the family love and a peaceful transition through all this bull crap.

Here is the video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BE8oOAFeo9Y

Photo of post: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=487905291561386&substory_index=0&id=320874744931109

After posting this I'm probably going to read up on this more. I haven't touched it since my freak out over it. I want answers. And what has been given somehow feels like a lie.

Post made: 7/23/17

It's Been a While...

It's been a long time since I've actually posted anything... Back in July I was having a hard time adjusting to all the shifted energies including us humans. After the end of of December of 2016, everyone's energy was running rapid. Basically making it harder for me to work and live like I'd been or years after gaining control and dealing with energy. And to top it all off we have had super moons and solar eclipses. Stuff like that alone kill a person who can read energy. At some point it got so bad I couldn't handle a group of people. 

But the entire year was me trying to gain control again and I've gotten better with dealing with energies. I left my old job and went to a place that sent me into a spiral. But I saw this coming, I read for the rest of the year to see how it'd be. And turns out it is correct for the most part. Back in November I found something like love, I made a connection with someone that I read would come. Of course I couldn't read right from left so it was so confused. A week before I read, and love came. It only lasted a week because I was spot on with his emotional state. Some people just can't handle the truth I suppose. We ended up saying our goodbyes in a not too friendly way and we left it at that... I wish I could say that it's taken over a month to remove the connection I made with him. I'd feel his emotions. He didn't know what he wanted and he is such an angry person. I'd get so angry I'd accidentally lash out at people. I'm a lot better now though so that's a plus.

My abilities are a lot stronger now, I found I could read without using my cards. I can 'see' things from you. I'll get weird images or not images if that makes sense. I have to thank my newest friend for having me do something I'd never done before. I can almost accurately read someone without really putting much effort if I connect to them fast enough. Although I sometimes think I'm going mad if I'm being one-hundred percent honest. Although I can say the energy and feelings I get from my new friends I can't help but say it's not true. It's conflicting with my belief system. I do play with the idea a lot with interactions... I mean I'm used to it with a few other friends as well. It's just too hard to say if it's true or not. You know?  

Anyways, that's where I currently am right this second. Abilities wise at least. I hope I still have some readers to see this, or don't either way I have my outlet. And I'm perfectly okay with sharing some of my madness.

Training Trance

I know it's been a hot minute since I'd posted on the blog, it's about time I did. Last time was extreme and I still don't have answers for it honestly. I've been working on my business as I can though. I'm even going to be making some pendulum board stuff, so I can actually talk to them and help them out without actually seeing them. So this should be fun!

So first time practice wet really well, we actually got somewhere. It wasn't perfect as it was mainly my face, arms, and legs. But mostly my face. I stopped after about 20 minutes. My mouth was super dry and I had a bump on the roof of my mouth right behind the back of my front teeth. Probably due to the dry mouth. as there is a small barely noticeable bump. It felt much bigger, everything went back to normal. I was of course working my ass off to get out of trance state since at the time I was open still. 

Finally working out of it I'd been so tired I passed out an hour or so later. This was on Monday, around 3 or 4 am. I was going to practice Sunday but it'd so happened to be Monday when I did.

It's now Friday, same time 4:42 that I am writing this. About 15 or s minutes prior I was attempting to reopen myself. I was unable to, not focused on getting in a trance. I suspect it was lack of release of old energy. I thought I did a good job in the bath. I felt as good as I would after a cry session. Then it happened... I dropped my amethyst cluster, which broke into a smaller half and a slightly bigger. Shards were everywhere, I did the best I could to save the bigger shards-- throwing away the sharp tiny shards. 

I was recording my second attempt, after nothing was happening I decided to stop it and go for my pendulum. Which if you didn't know this I use candles to help light up the area around me for the camera to pick up my face. Spilled when I went for the pendulum and my camera turned off. Going back to the cam after cleaning up a little of my wax issue I gave up. And decided to pick up the shards and halfs, pendulum included talking to the spirit friend in my room. We decided tomorrow (Saturday most likely the same as the last two sessions) we'd try again. I have video proof of each session, and the pictures of the shards. To prove a little of the situation, I hope I can get my mediumship down soon. I really want to get a handle on this!

You'll find most of the stuff I post about normal paranormal on my Facebook and Instagram.

What The Actual Hell?

I don't know if I told you about the shooting star experience. But I thin this might be correlated to what I just experienced over the last few weeks.

Honestly, I'm shook. I have no idea how to even explain what I'm going to talk about, and it sure as hell won't be long. Since there have only been instances, freaking weird! I'm so confused, I feel like maybe I'm going a tad crazy. Do you ever just see something and think "Holy cow, am I nutso?!" well that's how I feel. Despite having similar experiences with others in the area.

Okay so basically I think I seen a UFO, now bare with me, this is crazy for me. I thought I might have had something similar since a "star" followed me back to my house when I was 17 almost 18 for sneaking out. Might have been my mind, Who knows. ANYWAYS, I was in the car with a good friend of mine, someone who used to be my best friend. And as we were driving down 57 (A highway in my area). I saw what looked like a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig ass plane. I wrote it off as that, at first. However, upon further observation it just didn't seem like a characteristic of a plane. Though it was raining, but not too heavily. The lights were on the back and just too bright, I don't know, maybe they are changing planes, but the ones that fly by my own home looked nothing like this one. Mine have blinking blue/red lights, that when you take photos the lights look green. And make EXTREMELY loud ass noises. This one was silent and had no blinking lights.

So as I'm staring I notice a few seconds of staring it does this thing where it completely fades away. Now let me just note that there is no big clouds and it wasn't one of those fading into clouds kind of fade. I mean the lights faded VERY fast and that huge plane I saw, gone. I looked around for the outline since the street we were on is heavily lit. It was just not there anymore. I don't know. I just don't. 

This actually makes some weird sense, a few weeks back I was with my best friend and his friends. We were all in the car going down the SAME street, in the same area as where I saw the plane. I'd only just shut my eyes, I wasn't feeling good at that moment. I thought I saw a HUGE light cover the entire area? Like one of those MIB flashes. But bigger. I'd written that off as well, just only 5 seconds later of writing it off, my best friend notes that he'd seen it. And asked if any of us saw. I said yes immediately and so did the other two. We wrote it off as something strange and talked about how it reminded us of MIB. And left it at that.

Maybe 5 or 10 minutes goes by of driving, and we see it again! But near my house, no not on it or in the same street, but like fairly freaking close. We noted that weird flash, just me and my best friend this time. I don't know guys, I might be going off my rocker because I'm into the unknown.... But this is something I can't explain.

Not being believed can be a pain, lemme just say this now...

A few days ago I had an experience where I was just playing on my computer. My phone turned on and off. I got a little freaked then allowed the guy who was playing to play. I assume it's the man from my last blog post-- I call him Ryan. That's just what popped up when I asked several times for the name. Anyways, I decided to test it out to be 100% sure that it wasn't a malfunction. I asked what I can only guess is Ryan, if he could type into my keyboard. And he tried, he didn't type anything but my keyboard bounced up and down at different times. Even stayed on when he turn the phone back on from sleep mode. 

Finally I gave up on the whole typing thing when I started to get the chills running through my body. Usually signifying that this WAS INDEED happening. And they continued to stay through the remainder of my night. I tried a few times to record it from a tablet I own, and Ryan is a shy little shit let me tell you because he only did it once in ALL of the three videos I made prior. The last video,(number four) was full on interaction. I can post all three videos of my attempts. But the one I posted was number four despite the way it looks. It wasn't a malfunction on my phone. It was Ryan. (Or so I think it was him, he's te only other spirit I've come into contact with since the whole crazy time months ago.

Check my Facebook, if you want to see the video. My dog stayed with me when I was going to bed, she was going mad, staring into space. And getting anxious would NOT go to sleep despite many other times being able to sleep. Our house is haunted, but not in a bad way. Normally don't mess with us. Unless they're new and are dicks. It's up to you whether you agree with me or not. Believe what you will, this happened. And I know it did.

The Man At Work.

So, there is this guy. Not just any guy, but this guy is strange. Now I know you are saying oh shuttup, there are guys like that EVERYWHERE. And you'd be right-- to a point. My newest job has a strange person there who likes to just watch you do things. I didn't notice at all until recently when I put myself in the heart of all that energy.

Now mind you I'd been going to this place for years, never once have I sensed a man there before. Or any spirit in general. Maybe it's because I numbed myself to some of the shit there or maybe I just blocked it out very well. Who knows, there can be a billion reasons as to why I never noticed before. I don't really know much about the guy honestly...

But from what I've noticed so far, there are sensitive people there, they can sense him. Maybe they don't realize it, but he wants some sort of attention. Just not a whole lot. Not a bad guy as far as I'm concerned, since nothing bad has happened to me there. He does like to hang around me though since I've started seeing him more often. Not a bad thing, but between blocking human emotions/human physical bs. It's hard to even really have spirit interaction. Not only that but I work myself to the bone physically, whilst trying to block things out mentally.

This isn't going to be hella long or anything. But it will be the marker point for documentation on all things that go on at work. So far I've encountered sensitives, my group particularly. I call them sensitives because there isn't a term I can make for them since I've only worked there three weeks. But in that time I've managed to over work myself, meet people similar to me, and there is a guy there that likes to see what's going on. After all, we are invading his living space. Well I do anyways.

That's all I've got for now on the topic...

BUT, recently my friends guide and I get along great. We could be best friends if there wasn't a physical and non physical barrier. I have trouble seeing them and hearing them. but I do have a sort of good sense spirit wise. Just not as great. It's a work in progress as of now, but I hope I get at the level needed to hangout with her. She also needs my help emotionally so the only time we do talk is through my guy friend. Which sucks because we talk about deep shit that doesn't so much need a third party.

Oh well I suppose. Things will get better for me eventually. Til then I'm off to compile or see if I have a new big story. Not always going to be attacks, but hey you never know. Amirite? :)

Am I a cartoon character?

I think as a first post this is going to be something worth reading. Or well I hope, I still can’t believe it happened, I feel like I’m a comic book character. Anyways… A lot of weird things have been happening lately. After I quit my job back in July, I have been pretty closed off from my abilities. At first it was small things, feeling people (no perve) and their energy then spirits started to bug me and my mother a lot more. A friend of mine had her wedding recently, I was a brides maid. She had me over at her house for her bach party, I got drunk and then started feeling like someone was watching me waaaaay late into the night when it was just three or four of us.

I shrugged it off being that I was drunk and shit. But after everyone went to go to bed I passed out maybe half an hour later not feeling tired at all. I wake up out of no where and see a pair of eyes floting towards me flying close to the ceiling. I flipped and sent a text to my boyfriend, freaking out on him. He ended up going to bed– I didn’t sleep until four a.m. The next day when I woke up, everyone left, so I decided to clean. My friend has these decorations hanging up on one of her archways and one of them fell right after I had just finished cleaning. The tape was fine and they stayed up for however long she had them up there for. Mind you I put up with some buuuuulllshit during those three days. I call those horrid days The Three Days Of Hell. I told my friend about the things that happened and she said the complex she’s in is haunted with mischievious spirits. It’d make sense since I wasn’t hurt or anything negative.

I think it attached itself to me, because days after I’d have shit moved around… Not that it bothers me now. Now for my most recent experience, it was maybe almost a week ago, I wanted to watch this live stream from YouTube. They’re called LiveScifi, one of the guys was doing an EVP sess while another person doing EVP’s went to the bathroom. It felt like she was in there forever and it was a weird night in general.

However, when this guy did the EVP I’d just turned off my lights and crawled into bed to build the ambience. I put my hand on my amethyst cluster, the streams screen froze in place almost immediately. But the audio was still going and I swear to god I could hear a growly – grouchy sounding voice either talking to him in the recorder. Or dare I say it, talking to me, it felt like it was talking to me directly. It was crazy, I am still thinking I’m crazy.  The screen was still frozen and it stayed that way for two minutes ’til I refreshed the entire page. Audio was still going those two minutes. After I refreshed it, went back to normal. I tried talking in the chat about it and nobody answered me. So either it never happened or the chat moved too fast. Still freaks me out, I didn’t hear the same thing on the recorder when he plaid it back.

Eventually I passed out and woke up out of a dead sleep to see eyes and a partial head looking at me through a window farthest from me. I saw it through the mirror facing me and my windows. The spirit was outside not inside I should note. All I could do at that point was say, “I see you, I see you!” it moved away from my furthest window to the window right next to me. Slowly it tapped signalling that it/he was moving closer to me. So I shut my window after I heard the last tap right next to me. I didn’t see it when it backed away but I could feel it’s presence.

Ever since last week now the streams do that to me they freeze in place for two or three seconds. It feels weird talking about this on a blog. I have countless other stories… Buuuut I don’t think I’ll be displaying old news.

I'll now be posting in order after this.

Original Date: 09/23/2016