It's been a long time since I've actually posted anything... Back in July I was having a hard time adjusting to all the shifted energies including us humans. After the end of of December of 2016, everyone's energy was running rapid. Basically making it harder for me to work and live like I'd been or years after gaining control and dealing with energy. And to top it all off we have had super moons and solar eclipses. Stuff like that alone kill a person who can read energy. At some point it got so bad I couldn't handle a group of people.
But the entire year was me trying to gain control again and I've gotten better with dealing with energies. I left my old job and went to a place that sent me into a spiral. But I saw this coming, I read for the rest of the year to see how it'd be. And turns out it is correct for the most part. Back in November I found something like love, I made a connection with someone that I read would come. Of course I couldn't read right from left so it was so confused. A week before I read, and love came. It only lasted a week because I was spot on with his emotional state. Some people just can't handle the truth I suppose. We ended up saying our goodbyes in a not too friendly way and we left it at that... I wish I could say that it's taken over a month to remove the connection I made with him. I'd feel his emotions. He didn't know what he wanted and he is such an angry person. I'd get so angry I'd accidentally lash out at people. I'm a lot better now though so that's a plus.
My abilities are a lot stronger now, I found I could read without using my cards. I can 'see' things from you. I'll get weird images or not images if that makes sense. I have to thank my newest friend for having me do something I'd never done before. I can almost accurately read someone without really putting much effort if I connect to them fast enough. Although I sometimes think I'm going mad if I'm being one-hundred percent honest. Although I can say the energy and feelings I get from my new friends I can't help but say it's not true. It's conflicting with my belief system. I do play with the idea a lot with interactions... I mean I'm used to it with a few other friends as well. It's just too hard to say if it's true or not. You know?
Anyways, that's where I currently am right this second. Abilities wise at least. I hope I still have some readers to see this, or don't either way I have my outlet. And I'm perfectly okay with sharing some of my madness.
